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This is the first track created, recorded, mixed and mastered ENTIRELY in the new C3PJoe Studios in Northern CA. Sick.

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(J. Hudson) © 2015 Invincible City Records, LLC.

what started as a crush
never thought it would amount to much
unrequited
uninvited
then it seems I caught his eye
can't imagine how or why
in his gaze I felt so high
beguiled
like a child
fell for him in every way
hung on every word he'd say
at least
I did
until today
speechless
in pieces
dumbfounded as he stipulates
he just can't reciprocate
we were only a temporary state
he's moved on
we're gone

Deep
I've fallen
I can't speak
But one word from you
makes me weak
Now
Your narration is over
Over
I can't sleep
In much too deep

still reeling from the crash
of being tossed out with the trash
unexpected
rejected
just when I believed in him
things he said
he said on a whim
beguiled
like a child
spellbound by his every move
seems he had a case to prove
against the one
with most to lose
speechless
in pieces
the blindside is the casual way
his words came out
so easy to say
that he is not now
or ever will be
gay
was I wrong?
or a pawn?

Deep
I've fallen
I can't speak
But one word from you
makes me weak
Now
Your narration is over
Over
I can't sleep
In much too deep
Deep
I've fallen
I can't speak
But one word from you
makes me weak
Now
Your narration is over
Over
I can't sleep
In much too deep

still can't get over
the casual way
your words came out
so easy to say
that you are not now
or ever will be
gay
move on?
you're wrong

Deep
I've fallen
I can't speak
But one word from you
makes me weak
Now
Your narration is over
Over
I can't sleep
In much too deep
Deep
I've fallen
I can't speak
But one word from you
makes me weak
Now
Your narration is over
Over
I can't sleep
In much too deep

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from Songs for a Reluctant Planet, released March 5, 2015
Written by J. Hudson © 2015 Invincible City Records, LLC. Produced by JHSF and 21st Century Express.

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21st Century Express California

A theatrical sound designer and a nightclub DJ for over 11 years, Joe Hudson (producing as JHSF), first created 21st Century Express in 2003, hoping to fuse key elements from both careers, resulting in unique musical twists that defy genre while breaking rules. Striving to create an odyssey for those who crave dramatic expressions in sound, 21stCE always aims to be truly one of a kind. ... more

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